The biggest loser?

The new season of the biggest loser began tonight. Last season was the first time I'd ever watched the entire season. I'd seen a show here or there before, but never saw the beginning all the way to the end. If you haven't watched it... it's a very intense reality show. At least I feel like it is. I don't know how many episodes we watched last season before I didn't cry at one! It's just so touching to me. And it kind of hits a nerve too. I don't think that I've necessarily been 'fat' or 'overweight' for my entire life, but I was never the 'skinny' one through middle school until now either. I've always been just a little bigger than I want to be. And it's not even a matter of being 'big' either. It's more like I just want to be more tone. I want my muscles back that I had while dancing in college. Just about the time that the dance team was taken away was when I finally started feeling comfortable in my own skin... well, and body too. Then, of course, there was no more dancing, which meant not really any working out either. But I didn't change any eating habits either. So I was eating the same and working out none. Lol. Sooo.... I really want to just get back into the swing. I have to- I really don't have a choice because if I don't I won't fit into my wedding dress! Ahh! And that would make me cry. A lot.

Anywho.

Ironically- I made two dinners tonight (while watching The Biggest Loser...). One is for Sean and Ash- they just had their precious baby boy early early Saturday morning, so I offered to bring some dinner over so they don't have to worry about cooking. Then I also made Enchiladas! Every year on Christmas eve at my Grandma and Grandpa's house, we have home made enchiladas. They are SO GOOD. Like amazing good. Sooo- I called my Grandma today and got the 'secret' recipe. Needless to say they were a success!! They weren't quite as good as Grandma's... (it never is :D).. but I will say it was like a Fiesta in my mouth! Yum!

I also planned to do some de-cluttering tonight. Guh. I just feel like I don't know where to start! Thankfully Kristabaker Hutton is coming over on Friday to help me with our guest room. It needs to be totally gone through and it just needs a fresh start. I've also got a piano in there that I MUST sell because I need to get a desk. That way the space will actually be functioning, instead of a dumping zone for everything we don't want to deal with/ don't have a place for. It doesn't help that we don't even have a linen closet, coat closet, or basically any storage at all. Sheesh. I like our little house, but I'm dyin' here! I need organization, no clutter, and most of all I need what space we have to be functional- especially since we are quite limited to space in general.

I also didn't finish the dishes... Obviously I'm blogging instead.

Well. I should get off my butt and turn on some wonderful music and find some clothes to fold, put away, dishes to wash, or kitchen junk drawers to clean out.... ;)

Oh- and on another note- I've discovered that I'm growing quite fond of typing my thoughts into the grand internet abyss.

Ah- and I like watching our pups sleep- so peaceful and snuggly and just darn adorable! :)